Sunday, March 22, 2009

Opposites Attract

That ain’t the problem. The magnetic pull of someone who seems so different from you is practically irresistible. And rather thrilling. Not only do you get to see yourself through different eyes (a view that’s especially appealing if you’re not particularly in love with your own picture of yourself) you get to decorate your homogeneous life with the exotic colors of your Significant Other’s otherness. You also get to congratulate yourself on your open mindedness and your tolerance. See how progressive and enlightened I am to make such a maverick alignment?

No, the attraction is not the problem. It’s getting the attraction to hold when all the variations of “opposite” begin to show themselves. And they will. It may take only a few weeks or months for the novelty to erode or for some circumstance to illuminate the fact that your lanes are diverging. (Say, you’re applying for a job at a Big 6 accounting firm, while he’s saving his tips for a six-month retreat to a Himalayan ashram.) But when the significance of the opposition is more subtle, you may find yourself half a decade into the thing, with adjoining paperwork—a marriage certificate, joint credit cards, a mortgage in both your names—or offspring with your eyes and an Attractive Opposite mouth.

At that point, you’ve got to ask yourself some hard questions, all of which can be summed up thus: Oh shit, what now?

You can take the “This is the Bed I Made, Now I Have to Lie in It” approach, but it rather reeks of self-blame—of wallowing in martyred suffering. A healthier tack might be to adopt the stoic maxim created by the Brit Ministry of Information during World War II: Keep Calm and Carry On. (The Negro Spiritual version of this is “I b’lieve I’ll run on and see what the end gon’ be.”) Either approach tamps down any tendency toward whining–which won’t much help in any case.

If you find yourself asking the question, What did I ever see in this person? don’t ask rhetorically. Aim to reclaim the true answer—and your appreciation for what it was that attracted you. If you find the answer, encase it in glass or bronze it or frame it to keep it for posterity.

But say your back isn’t up to lying in hard beds, and you can’t find any museum-quality traits in your Other. There is also the “Mission Accomplished” perspective with its presumed exit clause. Some people believe that they were brought together for a specific season or reason. When the purpose is past, they can peacefully move on.

I'm sure there are all kinds of beautiful stories of opposites living perfectly peaceful yin-yang lives (please share yours). From what I’ve been hearing lately, though, making a success of an opposites attraction takes some conscious, devoted doing.

I’m not advocating for homogeneity here. There’s a difference, I’d say, between opposites and people who balance each other out. When he knows how to light a fire under her and she knows how to settle him down—and each is willing to bend to the other’s influence—it can make for a beautiful whole.

In order for any of it to work, each must value the gifts of the other. It’s not about opposites attracting. It’s about appreciating your opposite.

3 comments:

37paddington said...

Tamara, this is such a beautiful meditation on the challenges of partnership, but I sense some ache in it, too. There is so much in this to think deeply about, so much between the lines. How are you? Glad you're writing again here. I missed you. I send love.

Anonymous said...

You may not know it by now, but I am a lover of quotes that make me think. Your post brought this quote to mind for me
"There is an important difference between love and friendship. While the former delights in extremes and opposites, the latter demands equality" by Francoise D'Aubegne Maintenon
I think that when the rose colored glasses come off and the scent of the rose seems anything but sweet one major contribution to this dynamic is lack of friendship. With true friends, with the glasses off, we see the differences/ opposites, but we tend to respect those opposites. We don't see opposition because we are on level pegging.
But when our hearts are added to the equation, we no longer feel equal. Ego sometimes allow us to feel less than and vulnerable or better than and wasting our time and sometimes both.
Seems that an equal commitment respecting the differences. Become a friend with your lover. Sometimes we skip that par and more right to ecstasy and other times we forgot what that friendship looks like.
Are all of our friendships homogeneous? If they are...well maybe opposite love attractions are for you.
But if diversity works in your world, then perhaps finding a friend in your lover is a good start.
Yin again

Writing4Peace said...

Tamara,
I was happily surprised to see a post here. I was sitting here thinking that I should start blogging because I have soooo much insde of me that I need to get out and sometimes I don't put pen to paper. But this is a beautiful, beautiful post. I just love, respect and admire you so much. You are brillant, very well read and very talented and blessed to say the least. Thank you for this - you have an amazing way of articulating things that are going on inside my head. LOL!!! Peace ... see you soon!